FAILED {MISERABLY}

This post won't be long, it won't be whiny (too whiny), it won't be short, it won't be proud, it won't be motivational...but needless to say, I failed pretty horribly yesterday and today with the new "challenge" Charlie and I had started.  I guess it could have been worse!  No, I did not eat sweets (aka: candies and cakes), but I did eat a 550 Calorie sandwhich for lunch and I did eat a bowl of cereal...yes I said it, cereal for supper last night.  To top it all off, it was a bowl of, oh well, I'll just tell the truth, it was a bowl of Fruit Loops...and not just any old regular bowl of Fruit Loops, it was the Fruit Loops with Marshmallows in it! AHHHH!  Also, I went pretty hard core for todays lunch as well...eating a Chicken Burrito and Nachos w/Refried Beans at lunch.  Also, we didn't even work out last night!  I know we aren't necesarrily on a diet, and I guess I didn't realy stear too far off from what the actual "challenge" is, but I feel like I let myself down a little by stuffing my face with just whatever I wanted.  I didn't give in and drink any soda or anything, so that was a plus...sort of!  I hope to work out pretty hard tonight and hopefully that will make me feel better.  I'm slowly getting past not shoving my face with the little debbies and candy in between meals like I used to do.  I still crave the soda a little, but not too bad.  Ever since my mom said I could drink unsweet tea, that has helped A LOT! 

On another note, something special happened today that Charlie and I have been waiting for what seems like forever to happen.  I can't give details as it could jeopardize some stuff (not that anyone reads this - I know I'm talking to a "pretend" audience)!  We hope to be able to give some sort of good news in a few weeks at the most!  Meanwhile we will continue to pray about this certain something and know that whatever happens was the decision of God!